
Light in my kitchen makes for really nice upper chest shadows ~
This is my weight loss blog! I lost 40 pounds using HCG, and now I'm on my own and doing fine.
Female, 21, 5'5"
HW & SW: 179.9, CW: 140.5, BMI: 23.4
GW:120, UGW: 115

Light in my kitchen makes for really nice upper chest shadows ~
I didn’t inform my tumblr when i started, but I’ve officially made it through a week of insanity! Today is the rest day. Thank goodness.
Seeing little changes already. Can’t wait till the end of month one.
Thought I looked crazy skinny in this picture and thought I’d share it. Twas dressed up for my sculpture critique, cuz I’ve had to wear super grubby work clothes and boots in there all year.
Also, pardon my totally blatant and slightly messy cleavage, I was wearing a tank top under that shirt moments before this, before my cousin wanted to see the power of my push up bra and my grandma decided to take a picture at the near same time…..
I did so good yesterday….and today I can’t even do the warm up of hip hop abs or a single pop pilates video. I’m not even sore, I’m just too damn tired. And pmsing. Sighhh.
Try again later I guess.

WHEW! Hip Hop Abs day one. Super fun and super reddening. Burnt 335 calories in 30 minutes, with 410 calories burnt earlier on ITG.
School is out now, save for two finals next week, so I’m starting to add in actual WORK OUTS into my weight loss, rather than just calorie-burning-dancing alone.
I am currently ( by this morning’s weigh in) at 139.5. Somehow. I ate really bad all last week cuz of final stress, I got up to 141 again. Not sure how it went down, but I’m happy!
Just danced off 1033 calories with ITG, and I’ve only eaten like 1220 so far today. Sweet sweet sweet.
Sunday to Sunday, I’ve finally had some awesome progress!!!!! The 140 plateau has officially been broken.
I believe I was around 141, 141.5 last Sunday, and I am now at a fantastic 138.5! Down down down we go.
So on my fancy scale, that’s one pound higher than my normal one, I’ve gone from 142.6 on Sunday to 141.4 this morning! So my other scale (that i usually go by) shows me at 140.5. Both are nice, both are going downnn. Keep it up, me!
AND found out my scale was lying to me. I am not at 140….I’m still at 141.5. Happy morning, huh?
I am honestly starting to think that taking HCG has made me unable to lose weight the normal way, or something. This is getting so frustrating….
So today is the week 5 marker. I should be down like 5 pounds by now….But I’m not. I’ve been going up and down between 141 and 140 every week, even though I’ve been dancing and keeping on my calories…. But I’m still trying! I was at 140 this morning and just burnt 1099 calories dancing, so hopefully it decides to head down soon.
Having a really bad time right now. I’m seriously considering just saying fuck it and going back on hcg, cuz i obviously can’t do this on my own…
Sigh.
Well. The guy was nice. But….idk.
All that ‘meeting’ did was make me feel totally worthless and unloveable and disgusting. idk why I’m even trying. I really don’t. So. Learned my lesson. Not doing that again.