: / Geez. I really haven’t been doing well at all the last many days. I had a plan to walk a long distance yesterday, but it randomly got all blustery and windy and rainy, which in Arizona quickly turns into a FLASH FLOOD, and I had to cancel. And I really didn’t drink like any water. Coffee and diet soda, yeah, but no water. SHAME. 

: / Geez. I really haven’t been doing well at all the last many days. I had a plan to walk a long distance yesterday, but it randomly got all blustery and windy and rainy, which in Arizona quickly turns into a FLASH FLOOD, and I had to cancel. 

And I really didn’t drink like any water. Coffee and diet soda, yeah, but no water. SHAME. 


:/. Another report where I feel like I did more than this. But I guess thats the really good part about the fitbit, it’s showing me what I really burn and not just what I think I do. From Sunday to Sunday, I had a week deficit of around 2600/3200, and I went from 145.2 ( lots of carb bloat/water from cheating badly that weekend) to 141.6. 

:/. Another report where I feel like I did more than this. But I guess thats the really good part about the fitbit, it’s showing me what I really burn and not just what I think I do. 

From Sunday to Sunday, I had a week deficit of around 2600/3200, and I went from 145.2 ( lots of carb bloat/water from cheating badly that weekend) to 141.6. 


Heeeyyy these are always fun. Costume shopping 2012 vs 2014.

Heeeyyy these are always fun. Costume shopping 2012 vs 2014.


This is the last of the photo spam, promise lol. Had fun with my cousin at a spirit Halloween!

This is the last of the photo spam, promise lol. Had fun with my cousin at a spirit Halloween!


Got bit by a mosquito on my face. Wtf. And after taking this pic, realized my liquid foundation is waaayyy yellow, wtf again lol. Glad I rarely use it.

Got bit by a mosquito on my face. Wtf. And after taking this pic, realized my liquid foundation is waaayyy yellow, wtf again lol. Glad I rarely use it.


Not the best day? Lol. A late night ice cream craving ( Coconut milk ice cream, no added sugar, so keto friendly!) took my planned calories over. And I didn’t do much AND went to bed early, so my overall burned cals stayed really low.
New day :) ! Gonna lift a little in my front yard and maybe jog around the block a few times. Then tonight at 4, I am going to the premiere of The Tale of Princess Kaguya~~~~ (The studio ghibli film) and a bunch of my art school friends are going, too. Excited

Not the best day? Lol. A late night ice cream craving ( Coconut milk ice cream, no added sugar, so keto friendly!) took my planned calories over. And I didn’t do much AND went to bed early, so my overall burned cals stayed really low.

New day :) ! Gonna lift a little in my front yard and maybe jog around the block a few times. Then tonight at 4, I am going to the premiere of The Tale of Princess Kaguya~~~~ (The studio ghibli film) and a bunch of my art school friends are going, too. Excited


Yum yum yummmmmm so hungryyyyy

Yum yum yummmmmm so hungryyyyy


Cauliiiiii pizzzaaaaaa in progress ~

Cauliiiiii pizzzaaaaaa in progress ~


A little better

So in my short, just-over-60 days of bulking I gained 2.2 pounds of muscle, and about 2.2 of fat. I am content with that lol.

My goal is to get my muscle back up to at least 100 pounds before I graduate in May, and its up to 97. Close enough for now. Before I lost my first chunk of weight rapidly, I had 108 pounds of muscle. My large goal is to get higher than that, to 110, eventually. 

My lowest recorded Fat Mass was 39.8 pounds last year in June, and it is currently at 44. So, again, not too big of a difference, and only up 2 from this July. And hell, thats waaay down from 71 pounds of body fat from when I first started all of this! Can’t not be happy about that lol.

I am going to check again in January, when I will hopefully have successfully cut a good few pounds of body fat. If I lose 10 pounds of just pure fat, I will be at 34 pounds bf. That’d be a new low, and it’d be hella nice. And if I keep all my muscle, that’d be about 26% body fat! Hope it all works out well, but any progess will be good with me at this point. I just want to keep going in the right direction. :)


Yesterdays report. I feel like I burned more than that with how active I was, but oh well. Still on track. I am going to get my body fat%/muscle checked right now, I’m hoping it’s not too bad. I can’t be as bad as it was in july, last time I checked it, so as long as muscle is up, I won’t care if body fat is up too lol.  

Yesterdays report. I feel like I burned more than that with how active I was, but oh well. Still on track. 

I am going to get my body fat%/muscle checked right now, I’m hoping it’s not too bad. I can’t be as bad as it was in july, last time I checked it, so as long as muscle is up, I won’t care if body fat is up too lol.  


Tirreedddddd. Taking selfies to stay awake. I enjoy my watercolor class, but 5 to 8 pm is just too lateeeee, especially after all the lifting and cardio I do on the same days as the class. By Thursdays, i am worn the fuck out, to put it bluntly lol

Tirreedddddd. Taking selfies to stay awake. I enjoy my watercolor class, but 5 to 8 pm is just too lateeeee, especially after all the lifting and cardio I do on the same days as the class. By Thursdays, i am worn the fuck out, to put it bluntly lol


Super lazy day yesterday, but I needed it. Should have tried to drink more water though, I’ve been over my set amount the last few days and it’s felt good. I’ll do better today. 

Super lazy day yesterday, but I needed it. Should have tried to drink more water though, I’ve been over my set amount the last few days and it’s felt good. I’ll do better today. 


:) I almost wanted to walk around my house last night until I got to 15k steps and the badge that goes with it. Almost lol. 

:) I almost wanted to walk around my house last night until I got to 15k steps and the badge that goes with it. Almost lol. 


I realized I took a pic in this same mirror on campus last April. Not much obvious weight difference, but leg progress!!

I realized I took a pic in this same mirror on campus last April. Not much obvious weight difference, but leg progress!!